Don't break my heart

What do you do if you are feeling stress and unhappy? I can say that I will choose to eat, sometimes worst I will want to shop to forget it but I see that is no solution of it. I always kept things to my quiet and keep quiet all the time. Not many friends around me and not much people that understand me.

Even betrayal of love one just disgusts me, he knows what he did and he will take it easy. Love is relationship of two persons. You cannot buy that with money and no gift can be replacing them. All I want is time to spend together.

I pray that he will not break my heart, I don't know how many times I can take it. I do not want to find the easy way out because I have so many responsibilities on hand. My parents do not know my situation and condition, I don't want them to be worry of me. They are old and need to be care, I don't want them to think about my unhappiness.

Having a blog is good for me because I get to express my feeling. Some people read and some people don't but at least I express my feeling by blogging.